February 17th 2008
Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure – that burns a building
down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
It’s the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out
Pray tomorrow – gets me higher
Pressure on people – people on streets
Thank you Queen and David Bowie. I couldn’t have said it (or written it) better myself.
AWW — XoXo
February 4th 2008
The MRI was normal.
I hit someone on the freeway today because I was distracted—too deep in my own thoughts.
DAMN.
No one was hurt, but of course, I found the one person on the 101 with a brand new car. ARGH.
AWW — XoXo
February 1st 2008
Today I will find out the results from the MRI I had on Tuesday, which was an experience in and of itself. I felt like Hannibal Lecter trapped in a Salvador Dali nightmare. Did I mention it was an MRI of my brain? Anyway, I’m sure it will be “normal” and once again, the only known cause for my increasing migraines will be “stress.” ARGH.
When I’m not sleeping, I’m sleeping—even if I’m awake. I walk around half-dazed most of the time too stressed to pay much attention to the world around me. The only time I “wake up” is when I teach and when I volunteer (i.e. when I’m in charge). I probably should not be driving.
AWW — XoXo
